You Don't Put No Fucking Fear In My Heart

princesse-cupcake:

Please meet the newest crew member of ‘Royal Blue Tattoo’ in West Seattle (Formerly known as ‘Admiral Tattoo’) Didn’t want to say anything because I did NOT want my boss to hear about it through gossip. I wanted to tell him myself, but now it’s official!!

Got all the sterilization products I needed. Now if only I had enough money for everything else all at once. Oh well guess i’m spending all my next check next Friday on more things so I can FINALLY start. -__-

New jam coming soon. Just in the middle of the lyrics at the moment. This next song hopefully doesn’t disappoint!

At work working off of 3 hours of sleep yesterday and 1 hour last night. I’m on a roll of fucking up my body! Wooo!

But for that one minute I heard your voice, the pain stopped. Dying would be better than this right about now.

Please just go away pain. You’ve done enough to me already. You got what you wanted. Shaking, head pounding, body hurting, heart aching. You must be happy.

I knew it would come to this. Suicide of the heart. Seasonal bliss only to be torn apart. Knowing every mistake was your fault. Always wondering why Why didn’t I comply. Why gain to lose When losing is so much worse Even while writing this verse, I feel remorse. But what’s done is the end. I would take it all back in a second Does it matter to you? No You laugh while I cry. Thinking, “his turn to die From the inside out” Let his heart shout. With eternal pain no doubt. Knowing no one will be like you. I try to avoid, this pain. This void.

Should be great. Birthday party, and writing a new track. Man I really like writing. It just mellows you out completely. Then of course I always have my drawing. :D You guys are gonna love when ALD and Brandon drop the summer track! That shit sounds amazing already. :D

Like everything. Physically and emotionally. Get ready for the emotional roller coaster of regret thats about to come up. Well at least I know your doing okay.

What I would do, Oh what I would do

to bring it back, the future I dreampt I pursue

What A joke to think otherwise.

Look at myself saying, what I joke is I

Just saying.

Song Here

Yo, This is Robert i’m here,

been loved for three years,

never thought in my life that i’d shed so many tears.

Trying to figure out why there’s so much pain inside.

Why I confide to my brains right side.

Or is it the left?

I don’t know, time feels too slow.

Just trying to take a full breathe.

Remembering, I did this for fun.

The rush without the gun.

Realizing, “Shit what about the next one?”

I ain’t ready to be serious.

Making sure she don’t get too furious.

Just wondering what life holds at my door.

Trying not to drop any hearts on the floor.

Thinking what life may hold for someone as simple minded as me.

Wondering when will I drop on one knee,

and say I do.

Maybe with her but not you!

I just don’t got a clue.

But for now lets not think so blue.

And enjoy the summer.

Cause no one likes a debby downer!

I’ll be the upriser, the upbringer.

Bringing all the rhymes faster.

They’ll be calling Robby the mixmaster.

People wondering, Robert whats yo mom be thinkin,

and I just tell them when that question drops i’ll sit back and say,

“You know what mom…..life goes on…”

and thats my life and you know it. 

It’s all at the moment…

If you remember anything about the first two then you gotta see three! No dissapointment whatsoever.

These past two days have been perfect. Meeting new people and gaining great friendships. From random beach times to recording a track. Just loving it. Toy Story 3 was amazing tonight too. Just trying to mellow out from events. Can’t wait to see what the future holds. I know i’ll miss you too. But it was my choice to do what I felt was best for the both of us. For now though i’m just living life the way it should be. Never frowning, never complicated. Just bliss. 

What do people expect of me. Go back and everything will go back to normal? I’m not here to please everyone else. You of all people to talk when you cheated and that person is STILL there claiming best friend. Your one to talk.

I made my choice. Let me regret it when the time comes. You don’t know details. Live your life and I’ll live mine.

Can’t wait. Super nervous. Then Toy Story 3! FUCKING FINALLY. I’ve been waiting a whole year. :D

Seriously.

I’m not looking for love. Just a lot of fun. :)

I wish I was better looking. Like with a nice body at least. I hate being so lazy. -__-

Now I might not be the worst of the best but you gotta respect my honesty so let me break your heart but I dont think theres anybody as bomb as me so you can take this chance and everybodys gonna be wonderin how you feel you might say this is Ludacris but Taio Cruz tell her how you feel.

Now listen to me baby Before I love and leave ya They call me heart breaker I don’t wanna deceive ya

If you fall for me I’m not easy to please Imma tear you apart Told you from the start, Baby from the start.

I’m only gonna break break ya break break ya heart.

Theres no point tryin to hide it No point trying to evade it I know I gotta problem By doin misbehaving

If you fall for me I’m not easy to please Imma tear you apart Told you from the start, Baby from the start.

I’m only gonna break break ya break break ya heart. I’m only gonna break break ya break break ya heart. I’m only gonna break break ya break break ya heart. I’m only gonna break break ya break break ya heart.

Ha And I know karmas gonna get Me back for being so cold. Like a big bad wolf im born To be bad an bad to the bone. If you fall for me Imma gonna tear you apart Told you from the start

I’m only gonna break break ya break break ya heart. I’m only gonna break break ya break break ya heart. I’m only gonna break break ya break break ya heart. I’m only gonna break break ya break break ya heart.

Fuck the label, I’m here for the fun The rush without the gun. The pain without the love The beautiful free flying dove. Enjoying life.

Sexy from her head to the toes, and I want it all.

What will be your story now Today it’s something far inside Hurts your body close your eyes And I’ll bring you back to here

You are my own sinking ship ‘Cause everyday the current shifts And I picked apart your wasted lies to get you back to here

Oh it’s the last time we’ll fall in love Oh it’s the last try to break apart You are not to blame

Why can’t I just be all right? Why cant I invade your mind? Somedays we’re just so far off But I want you back right here

Oh it’s the last time we’ll fall in love Yeah, it’s the last try to break apart Sayin you are not to blame

Can’t remember your last smile I think I made it happen though Then I took you off to work once more But I just want you, I just want you, I just want you here

Oh it’s the last time we’ll fall in love Yeah, it’s the last try to break apart Sayin you are not to blame.